Lucy’s Blog

if you ever try to comment and it doesn’t show up..

its cause i ‘mark all as spam’ quite frequently

its ridiculous the spammers that try to post on blogs!

 i know i dont write here much anymore - been ages…

but i deleted 400+ spam comments last friday, just deleted another 100+ today.

this is annoying!

finally joined myspace

http://www.myspace.com/lucy12187

and i’m so sleepy… wish i could go home and take a nap… and i will in an hour

but need to get up at 6 and go to the tunica meeting. not something i want to do today!

work has been extremely annoying today….

dont get me wrong i’m grateful for my job and the people here, but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t annoy and frustrate me

too many people begging

too many changes

i’m ready to go home

i think i’m in love… feels weird writing this here, but what else am i gonna write here? i’ve gotten lazy about posting stuff. 

life is going good.. even amid the not so good, overall its good

like i got $196 in overdraft charges. dunno how i screwed up so bad, but it sucks.  but its not the end of the world. i went and took care of it. transfered my money out of savings and got them to hold adding more charges til i get paid friday.

its kinda weird…. good stuff going on personally, but dont want to tell the world, so i’ll just keep it to myself.

still trying to find homes for those kittens!

well its been a white since i wrote anything here.. i keep forgetting my password!  its annoying, the spammers have found it and i keep having to delete spam replies…

been a lot of changes in my life lately, some good, some sad

i could kill my son, theres a good many outside cats in my neighborhood… never know if they’re strays or someone’s outside cat.  a mama cat and 2 kittens appeared. my son fed them, now they won’t leave! i dont need or want more cats.  the kittens are soooooooooo cute.  everyday i wake up and hope they’ve gone off to find another home, but they’re always still here.  i was calling around this morning to see what it costs to get their shots and make sure they dont have any cat diseases… in case i give in and take the 2 kittens in.  i’d have to put it on a credit card, cause its just now catching up with me, not getting the money from teaching for the summer.  paid bills and theres no money left

maybe i’ll start buying lottery tickets again and win the lottery!

i’m having a great week so far - even though i’d rather still be on vacation!

ok i had a great week… it especially ended good.

i went to see 4 movies…
the break-up -about this couple that breaks up but keeps living together - it was pretty good
the proposition -australian western, lots of blood and guts - i enjoyed it too
prairie home companion - it was pretty good. good actors/actresses
the omen - umm the movie was ok, the company was definitely better. 

went to lunch with some friends - beppi and her husband on tuesday, kasha on wednesday, lori on thursday.  and friday night went to dinner at quetzals after the meeting.. very cool coffee shop and yummy food!

saturday i went to the recovery fest speaker jam thing at living free.  it was fun… met aaron from clarksdale that i had ‘met’ on the na-admin email list.  heard a few speakers - probably 6.  it was nice to see some friends there and spend some time with them talking and hanging out…

went to curves every day… except sunday cause they’re closed on sunday.

today was hal’s first father’s day - so thats pretty cool.  he’s such a great dad.  

back to work tomorrow - its gonna be so busy - i’m not looking forward at all to working on that resource book.  oh well!!

looking forward to the week being over already - for more than one reason

i’m extremely bummed out tonight.  its all my fault.  i got myself in this situation and now would rather have this pain than the pain of getting out of the situation.

i mean its not all bad. but sometimes its very depressing, disappointing, frustrating, sad, lonely.. all that and more.